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dewberry is out with his boyfriends, i was invited, but declined, as i do not wish to be the girlfriend of the boyfriend who can't go anywhere without said girlfriend

the issue is that he will be staying at a friends house since he's planning on drinking and if he's not here, that means i'm alone, at his parents' house

i've never slept here without him before

bambi, a life in the woods

"If you can't say something nice, don't say nothin' at all" - Thumper (Walt Disney's Bambi)

working on that

8 (again)

8 days until lady finger has her baby...well 8 days until she's due and apparently due dates count for nothing, except for making conversation maybe?

FB

i care about a lot of things

but there are a lot of things people post on facebook that i don't give a shit about

the end

sweet zoe jane

 

one night dewberry fingerlime and his friend made a pact that whichever of them had a daughter first, they would name her zoe jane after this song, while i'm not crazy about the name zoe i do loooove the name jane and i love the idea of honoring such a commitment like this one

but it kind of makes me sad that dewberry probably wouldn't follow through with this...

54**0

i started this post about six different times and i just couldn't think of how to word it, here is the problem: i really want to write about how am feeling about my visit home, because it just seems so personal, like, it would be some personal bitching, some personal confusion, personal sympathy/empathy and some serious personal sadness

i guess just as long as i addressed the fact that i wanted to write about it will have to be release enough

$ = ?

i accepted a job offer from a company i interviewed with last week, and up until this point i was assuming my life would seem so much better once i knew i had a job

now, not to say that my life is bad, there are just things i can't seem to relax about, many of them requiring employment to in order to relax

but it seems once i stop focusing on one negative aspect (like not having a job) another seems to find its way into your mind...