Reward System II

You may be familiar with the fact that I set up a little rewards system for myself and working out, I work out..I get a reward. You may also be familiar with the fact that I would not disclose the details of my system because I felt so stupid about it. But I am ready to explain as this is a good lesson on the whole not counting your chickens before they hatch deal. My reward system was if I go work out on all my workout days, Monday-Friday, then I could buy myself a new article of clothing, most likely athletic wear. While I was at Dick's Sporting Goods yesterday,  a store I already spend a lot of time in but don' usually buy anything, I came across 2 items I wanted very badly, new Northface HYVENT mittens and a sweater that is supposed to be super warm without being too thick, also Northface. I wasn't up for any rewards because I had missed 2 work out days this past week, but I couldn't forgo either of these purchases as they were the only white mittens left and the sweater was 20% off because it was missing a button and if I didn't jump all over that deal somebody else surely would. So I made myself a deal, I would buy my rewards, work out for all my required days for the next 2 WEEKS and then enjoy my rewards, basically, it was a good way to motivate myself...I think. Anyway, as soon as I got home from shopping I fell on the stairs, sprain my ankle/foot and can't work out for 2 weeks.

Fruit Tastes the Same in Chicago

Meeting up with some fruits this weekend, should be a tasty time, Kumquat Desert fig, Kiwi Oil palm, Mango Bitter gourd, Gooseberry Banana, Sweetsop Passion fruit and newly added to the fruit basket, Apricot Pomegranate.

Reward System

I really like going to the gym, once I'm there that is, it's like pulling teeth to get me there, I'm putting a rewards system into action, but it's so stupid that I can't elaborate on the details of the system

A Beyond Akward Moment

As I'm stuffing a Victoria's Secret bag into the garbage (must hide the evidence) Dewberry's brother walks in, witnesses my actions and say "Uh just fyi, these walls are paper thin"

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I hate the fact that I'm so into myself

mirror mirror

Is it easier to like people who are attracitive or do the people you like seem attractive?

Either way, I like attractive people, whether it's the fact that they are attractive or my liking them makes them attractive.

Everybody Has One

There are so many things I don't know my opinion (position?) on, trying to understand these things has seemed to bringing me further from a conclusion rather than closer to one.

http://youngandcatholic.net/2011/07/catholic-and-gay/

After copying and pasting that link, a new thought just struck me, do I absolutely have to know how I feel about everything? Would it be son wrong to just be on the fence about some subjects for the rest of my life?

I should be asleep right now.

Life is not bad, aka I should stop complaining

It's going to be a sweet ass weekend, Vanilla Cocoa bean is coming to visit me and then we're getting drunk with Sweetsop Passion fruit, after we swoon over her darling baby, who will henceforth be identified as Elderberry (which I like because it makes me think of the Elder Wand). After getting drunk with Sweetsop, Vanilla and I will be going to kickboxing in ze morning and going to pick up Snow berry Star apple from her field trip to the zoo because she's and apparel design major. Food, drinks and movie quotes from that point on. Amen

Big Step

I know this is a bold statement, but I'm ready to say it, well not fully ready to say it because I'm just going to type it, one day I'll be able to say it out loud with confidence:

One day...I will want to have a baby, because I like babies...some of them...if they're cute and smell perfect