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i started this post about six different times and i just couldn't think of how to word it, here is the problem: i really want to write about how am feeling about my visit home, because it just seems so personal, like, it would be some personal bitching, some personal confusion, personal sympathy/empathy and some serious personal sadness

i guess just as long as i addressed the fact that i wanted to write about it will have to be release enough

$ = ?

i accepted a job offer from a company i interviewed with last week, and up until this point i was assuming my life would seem so much better once i knew i had a job

now, not to say that my life is bad, there are just things i can't seem to relax about, many of them requiring employment to in order to relax

but it seems once i stop focusing on one negative aspect (like not having a job) another seems to find its way into your mind...

$

I

HAVE

A

JOB

riding in cars with boys

something about riding in a car at night with the music really loud is so much more fun than just driving around during the day with the music on

8

going for my 8th interview tomorrow

can't really sell myself in an interview because there is nothing i'm good at...for real

i have no idea what i can do for their company, or any company for that matter

?FML?

i have  a really important question

but i can't bring myself to say/ask it out loud (or type it for that matter), but it's driving me crazy that every little thing that happens makes this question pop into my head...

and it's a beyond complicated situation

fifty nifty - part 3

i should clarify that i only hope to hit 49 states...i have no desire to go to texas

mona lisa

eyebrows do so much for a face

fifty nifty - part 2

These are the states I've been in, if gas weren't so expensive I might plan a road trip out west for Labor Day weekend to hit up some more states, but doubt it's going down anytime soon, we'lll see.

babies

sweet sop passion fruit is about to have her baby any day now! that being said, lady finger key lime is due in september, but her baby shower is coming up in 2 weeks and i am beyond excited for it!

lady finger doesn't know if she is having a boy or a girl, so all the decorations and gifts need to be neutral colors, this rule is not going to apply to the cupcakes

i thought about making just plain yellow frosted cupcakes, but that didn't seem like it would be very fun, so i decided that i would make blue and pink frosted cupcakes with little white polka dots on them, just like kumquat desert fig and i did for sweet sop's baby shower

weird, my sister is having a baby and the thing i'm most excited for is the cupcakes at her baby shower...i don't even like to eat cupcakes, i just like to decorate them

the chicken

"which came first, the chicken or the egg?"

when people answer that it was the egg that came first, i automatically think they're stupid

discoveries

yesterday while at the grocery store, i opted not to get anything i normally would, i was only getting a few items so it wasn't a huge deal

i set out with the intention of purchasing just red wine and dark chocolate, instead i bought vanilla chai tea (boathouse brand) along with plain greek yogurt (chobani brand), vanilla yogurt covered pretzels and dried papaya (both kowalski's brand)

it was all good

this experience has instilled my faith in the idea of trying new foods

Ch-ch-ch-changes

"Honey, forever is long, long time, and time has a way of changing things" - Big Momma (Walt Disney's The Fox and the Hound)

Time has changed me, I used to:

1. have blonde hair
2. have my belly button pierced
3. have my tongue pierced
4. go by the name Skyla
5. hang out with a completely different crowd

Ok so I guess I haven't changed that much